Do I even need a reason?

Do you know how hard it is for me right now to just type this sentence?

It's so hard.

Ack, I even forgot to greet you, lovelies.

Hi there. I don't even know if you good people are still here waiting for a blog update for the past year or so. I know that I just disappeared one day without any information. Let me just tell you that

I've been having battles with myself..

Battles that I won in the end.

I have been thinking over and over again whether I wanna just delete this blog and start anew or just pick up where I left off. I even talked about this with G for a few months back and forth.

I finally came to a conclusion that I will keep this blog and write whenever I can.

A place to escape.

A sanctuary for my thoughts..

Sharing this with whoever wants to read it...

Despite all that, I just wanna say thank you for everyone that has been reading my blog for the past few years, when it was still up and going.

Thank you so much.

^_^